The intensity, the unpredictability, the way it pulled me in and kept me thinking about it longer than I should have. The highs felt high, the lows felt sharp, and everything in between felt like so
Close enough to feel the connection, close enough to have the conversations, the attention, the presence that makes it feel like something is there. I want to know they’re around, that I can reach for them
You keep telling yourself you need closure. Like if you could just have one more conversation, one more explanation, one more moment where everything finally makes sense, you’d be able to move on. It feels like the missing piece, like the thing that’s keeping y